It's been a while friends, but now I have plenty of time. The title says it all. Don't you think? Well let me catch you up. I have been having this internal battle for a while now.
When I took my last job I promised myself that this is my last job and that I would never work for anyone else but myself. To say the least, I was shocked that I held on to my final job as long as I did. I almost made it to my ONE year anniversary had I just held on 25 more days... but when spirit says move, you move. I have officially become a full-time entrepreneur as of August 2, 2021, coincidentally that's my daughter's birth date.
When I woke up that Monday morning, I didn't know that I would be quitting my job. I woke up with the intentions of tackling my weekly duties at this facility I had grown to love. However, 7:50a rolled around and I got a headache out of nowhere and had this feeling that "it was time". Now, I'm hardheaded and when I see signs I need to see them directly so that I know it's a sign. If you know, you know. I was like it's time for what? Work. I proceed to attempt to clock in, mind you I was feeling fine prior to getting ready for work. In this attempt I began to feel overwhelmingly sick and this time I heard " It's time" and I immediately knew that the time for me to quit my job was here.
Of course I was hesitant, because why not? I was not prepared, and I did not have any plans of quitting so soon. God's timing is not our timing though... right? I packed my equipment up and called my team lead and advised her that I would be returning my things as this is my last day. She was shocked just as much as I was. I did it. I had been to two seminars the month before and let's just say. I WAS VERY MUCH SO INSPIRED. Though both seminars were about two totally different things, I needed the information from both. Especially, the last one I went to in Orlando. I met millionaires, even went to dinner with a few. I met my podcast mentor, Carla Wilmaris, in person, see picture.
What was so dope about us meeting was, one I know she didn't think I would be there, but the fact that she said my name in a room full of opportunities was all the push that I needed to get my shit together and start showing the fuck up for people who need what I have. I would hate to be the reason that someone is hopeless or feels lost because they needed what I was gifted with to share because I wanted to bullshit around and enjoy "HOT GIRL SUMMER".
Quitting my job has been the most liberating thing. Although, this ain't my first rodeo with quitting a job, it's the fact that I know there is no looking back this time. My only choices at this time is that IT HAS TO WORK or IT HAS TO WORK. I have no plan B. I am so glad that I've grown the balls to bet it all on me. Don't get me wrong. I am scared as hell. I am not sure how it's all going to come together and work but GOT DAMMIT IT HAS TOO. I have been complaining about not having the time to put into blogging and podcasting and Universe made the time available for me and I dare not waste any of it. This is literally ALL or NOTHING for me. So just imagine my pick... You've guessed it... ALL.
While I have been a way, from blogging that is. I created new mini series for the podcast, called: Make It Through Monday, you can catch up on previous episodes here, choose your preferred streaming platform. Make sure you catch up because come September, we are hitting the ground running, so buckle up and put your good running shoes on! I have a lot to fill you in on and I don't have enough space to type all of it. I am ecstatic that I will get to share this journey with you! Again, I know this won't be easy, but I have a goal to be a millionaire by my 30th birthday which is now less that 365 days away! As always, Let's HEAL, GROW, & GLOW.
See you soon friend!
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