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Writer's pictureBrushae Stinson

The Thoughts BEHIND the Smile

Introductory Blog



Welcome to my blog! I really wanted to use this space to express the thoughts that I have, at times. Before I hop into the entree let me start you off with a appetizer. I decided to start Day to Day with Brushae for the sole purpose of pouring out the many thoughts that are in my head. Most people do not know how to express themselves and when one does not know how to express them self a few things can happen, just to name a few: anger, short-tempered, agitated, stressed, etc. From a young age I thoroughly enjoyed writing. I didn't want to be an author or anything like that... I simply just enjoyed the fact that when I put the pen and paper together I was free to be who I wanted to be and most importantly I was free to be MYSELF!


Okay, so let's hop right to it. Most people who know me, met me, or even just crossed paths with me always remember one thing about me. Usually, it's my SMILE. No doubt, it doesn't matter where I am or how I am feeling, you can always catch me somewhere cheesing. Besides, your smile is one of your best accessories. In any event, starting this blog was one of the most liberating things I have done in my entire twenty-seven years of life. These are the thoughts behind my smile. Most people who think they may know me tend to think life is always peaches and cream for me. I don't know how they come up with that perception but, HEY! It is what it is. I thank God for keeping me covered in the midst of all of my trials and tribulations, so that it may appear that life is always good for me.


" Sometimes the most brave thing you can do is show up!"

Honestly, a couple of years ago I was lost, I was in a dark space because I knew that I was purposed to do something, but I just didn't know what that purpose was. I just knew people always came to me for a listening ear or advice. I knew that I was good at speaking because I am a beast with word play (TOOTING MY OWN HORN HERE), I was just overwhelmed because I knew that I was capable of doing a lot of things and being great at it, NO EXAGGERATION. So discovering who I truly was and what I was truly born to do caused me to go through a series of changes. Throughout those changes one thing remained, MY SMILE. This took place in 2018, that's when I fell in love

with writing again. I never stopped writing I just didn't have the time to do it as much as I would have liked and prior to 2018 I was writing like hell because BABYYYY life was whooping my ass then. At this point, I realized how powerful words were, I didn't know anything about manifestation at that time. Sit tight, I am going to get to that part. Like I said, I didn't know anything about manifestation at that time all I knew was that I was feeling what I was feeling, thinking what I was thinking, and pouring out my heart. Later on in 2019 in July I believe that's when I started on my spiritual journey. Yes, I am a CHRISTIAN. No doubt about that but I felt like there was more for me to know, that is when I introduced myself to THE UNIVERSE, I learned more about me, I studied about the 7 Chakras, Frequencies, I touched on Numerology a little bit, and also Astrology. I began practicing meditation and shit started to get real. I never had such an exhilarating feeling! One of the best decisions I have made, and yes, I still go to church. My Heavenly Father and Mother Universe are NOT enemies, in fact, they both play a role in the greater good.


In closing, this is my purpose. I was put here to heal. Not like a physical doctor but spiritually. I was purposed to use my words to share my short comings, my dark places, my losses and wins. I was purposed to be transparent so that others would be inspired. The thoughts that I hold behind the smile begins with that smile. The reason I smile is to assure myself and others that everything will be okay even when the thoughts in my head does not correlate. This smile that I wear upon meeting anyone assures them that I am a safe haven and you are safe to share your energy with me. I proudly wear this smile now knowing that I have a place to share the thoughts that are behind it. PERIOD!



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